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Archive for January, 2008

Virginian In Hiding

January 12, 2008 6:13 pm

well, it all began in Virginia when one of my brother’s friends took advantage of me. I wasn’t sure how I felt about the whole thing, my dad had left long ago, and my mom was a drunk. I just went along with it, and assumed it was normal. Eventually, I came to like my brother’s friend…a lot. Nearly every day we would go into the bathroom (while my brother was out and my mom was drunk) and do what made us feel good.
I was soon ripped from Virginia and my “love” to come live in Illinois, out of the reach of my mom. Years later in Illinois, I went to a Christian school, and became a Christian. I met one of my friends, a girl, who will remain unnamed. I told her about my feelings, and how I’d looked at gay porn and it made me feel good… She was very accepting and told nobody–and here I am –a Virginian In Hiding (in Illinois)(to all but one)

I”m just getting started

January 1, 2008 6:15 pm

Okay, well over the long holidays, have plenty of time think about things and well I’ve got nothing else to say to myself besides “I’m Gay”. I have to say I cried just a little over the last few weeks while thinking about it. On the other hand, it just gives me butterflies in my stomach and makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside just to think it, let alone say it. So, I have told 3 friends so far. Kind of got the same response from each of them “YEAH! I know, was wondering when you were going to coming out!” - that’s been nice to hear.
Anyways, looking forward to getting on with this journey!